Grow

I just want to...
Hide from this world
Prove all my love
Open his eyes
Explain my heart
Think of my life
Hold his hand
rip off his neck
Kiss him endlessly
Express my thoughts
Ignore society
Create a change
Cover up my flaws
Boost my confidence
Pray to God
Ask for forgiveness
Sing my heart out
yell out my pain
destroy my insecurities 
Stop being.passive
Take the initiative
end it now
Start it anew
I want to grow

Gravity

My heart aches at the
Choices I've made
The chances I take
The sacrifices I face 
I'm full of regret and
I need to find space
To breathe
The get my thoughts straight
You overwhelm me
With the worst kind of love 
The kind I never
Wished to have 
I have a hard time 
Of letting you go
And I know that it's wrong
That I just can't say "no"