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Grow

I just want to...
Hide from this world
Prove all my love
Open his eyes
Explain my heart
Think of my life
Hold his hand
rip off his neck
Kiss him endlessly
Express my thoughts
Ignore society
Create a change
Cover up my flaws
Boost my confidence
Pray to God
Ask for forgiveness
Sing my heart out
yell out my pain
destroy my insecurities 
Stop being.passive
Take the initiative
end it now
Start it anew
I want to grow

Gravity

My heart aches at the
Choices I've made
The chances I take
The sacrifices I face 
I'm full of regret and
I need to find space
To breathe
The get my thoughts straight
You overwhelm me
With the worst kind of love 
The kind I never
Wished to have 
I have a hard time 
Of letting you go
And I know that it's wrong
That I just can't say "no"

I'm Okay.

The excitement.
Tension, speed, competition.
Everyone is racing for the ball.
Laughter, anger, suspense.
I run for the ball;
we all do.
For a second, I'm laughing.
Then.. darkness.
I hear nothing
but the sound of my beating heart.
I open my eyes and say,
"I'm okay."
I try to stand,
but my head is pounding.
As everyone continues the game,
I walk away to sit.
I see you,
acting as if nothing happened.
My heart is pounding,
my head aches.
I'm checked for cuts...
none.
I'm questioned how I got up so fast...
strength.
I have so much of it.
I feel my head,
it's as if I'm growing another.
My eyes water when I realize,
I couldn't move my arm.
It hit my nerve.
But, I'm okay.
I think back,
you fell on me!
Then it was dark,
I blacked out!
The fear, the pain.
Every inch of my body,
The fear, the pain.
But, I'm okay.
My friends are more angry
then I actually am.
My head was pounding;
faster than my heart.
My speech was blurred,
But I remained optimistic.
I held back my tears.
I'm okay. I'm okay.

Recovery

there's a special kind of pain that you feel when you're heartbroken. you literally feel your heart pumping more blood, the tears as hot as fire as they run down your cheek. Just the sense of loss. but later on, you realized that all of that pain wasn't worth it...at all. Just the concept of growing in life. You may get your downfalls; and sure, you'll cry; but you'd always pick yourself back up again and learn.

Pain

Here I go again,
I'm going insane,
I feel like I'm dying,
And I've never been lying.
Struck by a needle,
I'm stuck in the middle,
Of this overwhelming pain,
Of regret and shame.
Trust pushed aside,
This hurt does abide,
Outside, I'm alive,
Inside, well, goodbye.
I cry at night,
In plain sight,
For the different kinds of pain,
That, everyday, drive me insane.
I'm not crying for you,
I'm pissed off my mind too.
And at the same time,
I realize what's mine.
That pain, it gets to me,
Everyday, it gets to me.
It's not something I can say bye to,
Although as much as I want to.
I try to deny it,
And not follow it.
I'll say this with no lie,
I don't want to die.
I dream of it every night,
The pictures won't come out of sight.
I know it's for a purpose,
But this pain isn't harmless.
I just want it to end,
And a new voice, I will lend.
I want to change the world,
And not be shut down by my own self.

Lucky

Some of us forget how lucky we are. We live everyday like it's nothing. Some of us waste our lives on pointless things such as smoking, partying, drinking; and that's when the devil gets to you. He find your weakest stance and charges after your life. When that happens, you're bounded to just let it go. But it's not good to do that. The devil can take your life. Just think about it. How many times have you witnessed near-death experiences whether it was you or someone else? That's surely isn't God doing that.. and how many times have you thought about suicide? That's not good, either. You were put through that tough time so you could run to God and he'll make it better. I'm not trying to evangelize you, I'm just saying that you should treat your life with more respect, whether you believe in God or not. We all know it's a gift, and it should not be taken for granted. I could of been dead years ago, I would of even been hit by a car two years ago. But I didn't. I'm still here. Even though people would think my life sucks, I remain optimistic. Why? Because I was meant to go through this. I was put on this Earth for a reason, and so where you. My dream is to change how teenagers are viewed today. I wish I could change the abuse of alcohol, drugs, smoking, and other things in teens. It's just so annoying to go around and have other people think you're such a bad person JUST because you're a teenager. If those stupid teens could actually doing something better with their lives then maybe it could change the world. This is why I'm in rebellion, I'm part of a resistance. Sin is normal in modern day, and you have to take a stand to prove that you are different, and you don't follow what is normal today. I'm a rebel, because Jesus was a rebel. As I said, I'm not trying to preach anything to you. Just think about how lucky your life is. No matter what circumstances you're in, you're still here, and you're meant to be.


Give Me Your Eyes- Brandon Heath