Reality

Reality.
It's something we all have to think about.
Who am I?
What do I believe in?
All questions we must ask ourselves.

Reality.
You've been told about death but don't believe it.
Is it true?
Are you gone?
It seems as if you are still here.

Reality.
You jumped out of a window.
Why did you do it?
I'm sorry.
I didn't know you were feeling so hurt.

Reality.
It was five in the morning.
Did she call the police?
Did you talk to God?
I hope you're in the right place right now.

Reality.
God will always be there for you.
Did you lose faith?

Did you follow Satan?
I hope with all my heart you didn't.

Reality.
We are all hurting inside.
Would we miss you?
We surely do now.
And we all wish you were here.

RIP Joel, my beloved cousin.